Lazy bones

I just came from bible study and that Beth Moore gets me to thinking every time. I love her and the way she teaches. She is so dynamic and so full of truth. She always says something that is a challenge to me that pushes me right out of my comfortable little bubble.

I have just been having so many of those days lately where you are super busy and running around like crazy that when you do have a minute you want to do absolutely nothing but lay around and watch bad TV ha ha. but I am allowing my want for lazy days keep me from doing the things that I should be doing on a regular basis, things that are essential to my life as a believer in Christ. There are so many days where I put off reading my bible and so many days that I don't spend nearly enough time before God in prayer, pouring out my heart to him truthfully and reverently.

This puzzles me somewhat because I know that after I read my bible and after I spend time with God in prayer I fell so much stronger and maybe even saner :) so why is it so hard sometimes to just dive right in and do it, and how in the world do you go about getting in the habit to do it daily?

God knows my heart, he knows that I love him and that I have grown so much in my faith in the last year and a half. learned so much about who he is and who I am in him, things that I knew before in my head and that I grew up hearing in church and sunday school, but that I now know and feel for myself in my heart.

Because of this I need to step it up and really grow even stronger and seek him so much more, and I hope and pray that my heart will shift and it will fall into place, I need him everyday in everything that I do in my life.